I am in a horrible mood right now because I studied all last week (working overtime so to do) and did horribly on the test I was studying for even though I worked really hard and I felt I did well on it. Not that I would even care about the grade I'm getting in this class right now except I really need a B to pass it so that I can continue with graduate school. I just don't know what I'll do if I can't continue with this. I have never felt so inadequate in my whole life...
Meanwhile I still went on a run today. I don't even know if it was even worth it to go because maybe I should have studied with that extra hour that I spent running on the treadmill. No, just kidding. I know that no matter how much I had studied for that exam, I would have gotten the same score as always. I wish I hadn't spent so much time preparing for it, because I got the same score on this test as on the tests that I barely studied for at all and felt like I barely understood. Seriously, guys, I flew through the homework like it was child's play, did great on the quizzes, and now taking the test I get a crappy grade. I really don't get it.
Okay, back to running. THAT was easier than I expected. It's another one of those moments where I wonder if I can do it, and then I do it and it's not even that hard. I may really actually pull off that twenty minute run on Wednesday. I'm going to go for it!
You know, it's times like these that I'm really glad I have running in my life so there's something I'm succeeding at.
My workout was:
Week 5, Day 2
2.08 miles in 31 minutes, 2.0% incline
Average Mile Pace: 14:57